i did not want to write a poem full of corpses

so i wrote a sacred pink blue sky jeweled on the horizon

laughter as the loudest star sleeps

humor hugs every ache whole

how heavy heads lay after a long day in the humid heat

caribbean moon sighs and joyous dreams

i did not wish to speak

of what should not be spoken

so silence breathed into all

the words, a haunting. i come from

a language that does not write itself, our ancestors speak

hurricane, a thunder tongue shivering tides

and a petty revenge, the mid atlantic is a vexed aunty

rattling rivers and roofs, ready for reckoning

knocking at the chest of men

on the other side of now

there is a door where we return

every island is a hip swaying

between here and there

a float in the dance

to belong

rocking in the arms of the edge
where the sea is an emerald flag

and palm trees praise the air

every shore is an altar

of remembrance

embraced on purpose

pickney of the sun ray

where prayer trembles

the light or how a storm retreats

we marvel and move eternal,

unforeigned and unlost

hips hollering, elbows flapping like fanning flames

bare feet chant in the sand or in a concrete jungle

love taps quake the nape of the earth’s neck

where daughters of diaspora dream

and inherit journeys of flesh

where a smile is also a scar

or how my grandfather came to see about us

years after he died

wearing my uncles face

dimpled and shining eyes

like two wet black beans

baptized by a spirit

rum slapped on his breath

charming man and all he was

checkin on his grandbabies

fear not death

we visit kinfolk there, lingering

in the blood, where the ocean hums

tribe of the great abyss

a notknowing from where or what we come

and still to arrive before they could conquer

us, we came by shipwreck, by wind and wave
pushed into the water
splashing and shaking

the wound teaches us to remember

where tomorrow glows

listen to the animal clawing within

a rooster caws directions between this world and the next

there are roads that cannot be mapped

and there are streets that do not have names

we ran away into the okra tinted mountains

seeking maroon hills

i was born borderless, mounting a dollar van

like an orisha scribbling visions

on a train or in an airport

traveling ritual, voice, and time.

i was born of distance

in between now and then.


Posted by kind permission of the poet.


Poetry
Aja Monet

Aja Monet

About the author

Aja Monet is a surrealist blues poet, storyteller, and organizer born and raised in Brooklyn, NY. She won the legendary Nuyorican Poets Cafe Grand Slam poetry award title in 2007 and follows in the long legacy and tradition of poets participating and assembling in social movements. Her poems explore gender, race, migration, and spirituality. In 2018, she was nominated for a NAACP Literary Award for Poetry and in 2019 was awarded the Marjory Stoneman Douglas Award for Poetry for her cultural organizing work in South Florida. She cofounded a political home for artists and organizers called Smoke Signals Studio and facilitates “Voices: Poetry for the People,” a workshop and collective in collaboration with Community Justice Project and Dream Defenders. Aja Monet also serves as the new Artistic Creative Director for V-Day, a global movement to end violence against all women and girls. Her first full collection of poems is titled My Mother Was a Freedom Fighter. She is currently working on her next full collection of poems entitled Florida Water.