What does my doubt teach me about my faith?

Philosophically speaking one can doubt anything. The only thing I can not doubt is that there is me who is doubting. So I can have faith that I am. Then what is what I see , hear and so on? If I am the only thing that is, everything that I see must appear within me. So it is me also. If different philosophies , concepts of life or religions are fighting each other, it is to me like waves of the ocean fighting about who has the shortest way to water. In Christianity we say God created the world. So when and where was he before he created time and space. Out of what did he make the world? If he was the only something that was, he must have made it out of himself. It is us then who see differences. Which is good as long as we don‘ forget that we are one in essence. Then doubt also is no problem. Everything is fully accepted with all my love and wellwishing, like a mother loves her child whatever it may do or say. But this stands not in contradiction to work for the good and wellbeing of any creature and the whole world. We are goodness..