How do I experience feelings of gratefulness in my body? When was the last time I felt this?

I had polio as a child and became a professional dancer because of it. I was healed. I had epilepsy, too, and was healed. My mother had blood poisoning when I was in her womb. It was a miracle I was born especially since she aborted my twin sister not knowing there were two of us. Yet I was born whole and healthy. I carry a propensity for alcoholism, but I drink no more. My aches and pains from dance injuries and a wound on my brain from the attempted abortion create challenges for my 78-year-old body. But, I am grateful for every one of them. I can walk, bend, stretch, choosing to write my books and paint my paintings and listen to the woes of others instead of focusing on my pain. Every fiber of my being is grateful every day for I was given the blessing of life. 🤗🌺🌸