Thank you so much, dear Anna, you reminded me of our Common Prayer Day and also St. Martha!

I am at home, there are many ups and downs, but sometimes I don’ t know how to stay positive that I can survive …

I am weak and in bed most of the time (although I do my best to make a little progress each day), but my heart has to work so hard because it is affected by the disease …

And what they told me in hospital has made me lose more weight and get completely discouraged that my situation can improve …

Well, not completely, but that is what I was told. My husband is also often overwhelmed by the situation … I am not sure what to do. I’ m not someone who wants to stay in bed all day …

I planned to go to a clinic in Germany but am not sure if the travel is supportable for me.

A few days ago I was sure I would get my life back, just now I ‘ m discouraged ….

Dear grateful sea, this was not a resting day, as my mum and sister came from my home town to visit me. Rather tiring because I am sometimes weak (even though stronger than medical diagnosis might suppose).

But maybe together we have already found a possibility for after I can go ‘home’ which is hardly imaginable at the moment if I consider my state of physical strength …

We have tried to find a place where I can regenerate and maybe get psychological a physics help to restore my body and soul. My sister has contacted somebody, and a solution seems to open up … Or an option.

Grateful for prayers that the right help comes at the right moment … On Common Prayer Day!

Love to you 💕💗❤ my friend

❤💗 Diane! It’ s night, I woke up and have shed tears of gratitude but also letting go of the tension of the past days which was soooo hard to bear.

Today is Common Prayer Day and I ask all here for prayers that the Tumor board finds the suitable answer for me.

Personally, I think that best for me would be rest, spiritual and meditative assistance and people giving me support, strength and hope. And rest as I feel my heart ❤ needs regeneration, both physically and spiritually.

I am confident that a solution is on its way and I can heal, although all this is sometimes really almost unbearable. But God is greater than our little belief, even greater than medical diagnosis. I know that some doctors are just helpless knowing that they can’ t do anything more to heal my illness, but I am confident that they do the best they can to treat me with respect and do the best they can to alleviate my symptoms and meet my needs.

I think that by my attitude I teach them respect, and my hope is that doctors learn that images and diagnosis are part of life but only a little part of the kaleidoscope of the unimaginable fullness of life, and the eternal source of life still works no matter how powerless they may feel not to be able to cure an illness.

Diane, I am happy for your news about your daughter and your loving bond to here and all your family, and most grateful for your peaceful posts!

Mighty warrior 👍.

Love, ❤ Ursula