Today was a beautiful day. My neighbor offered me to picking some plums from the trees in the garden, and some blackberries, then adding some Plum compote from the freezer which I had prepared last autumn and hepp- a delicious vegan sheet cake was made for my dear friends as a little thank you for their heartfelt friendship especially during these days. We sat together and enjoyed the cake, which was tasting particularly well this time, My generous neighbor received the last pieces and may be, he will find pleasure in vegan food as being especially healthy, and it feels so good in the tummy. He always loves to live on what his garden is offering during the seasons. Being home again, I feel humbled and deeply grateful for these spontaneous meetings and the loving friendship offered. Sending out love and friendship to all of you, dear friends, and wish you a beautiful day.

I am grateful to be allowed to get to know the friend. So grateful if friends find time to cook together and share a meal and enjoy being together. I am deeply grateful for the ability to forgive. I am grateful for openness to share joyful and happy moments as well as difficult ones, should these arise. I am grateful for truthfulness and being true. A friend´s humor and playfulness helps to lighten up. I am grateful if a friend takes time to listen and tries not to judge. I cherish honesty and hope that a friend allows partaking in what moves him/her as well as allows me to share what moves me and so to be close with each other, sharing life as it comes with a warm and open heart.

It took a while to reach down to reply. My early imprints trained me to listen to mainly two drums almost opposite to each other, combined with the strong demand to follow either the one or the other, and was either yielding or internally far withdrawing to reduce internal stress in a perceived hopeless situation. Often enough, I was confused due to the antagonism inside. For the moment being, and through diving down to my feelings related to both this question and the word for the day, I slowly became aware that at one most important point, I could not identify correctly what to do. I thought if I would finish the project that I could come back to the path of my heart. But it might not be given. I don´t know, and it leaves me extremely sad, although in the same time, I am quite happy as well to have finished what was intended in that situation, hopefully serving and giving to the whole what I could give, grateful and with much kind support from guides, dear friends and as well you all here. Still if I may, from my heart I pray and kindly ask the universal light to allow an integration of both, and, if it would be of benefit for the whole, to be allowed to reconnect where my heart belongs.

My mother, aged 89 years now, needs me now and in the near future and I need her, happy to speak with her via phone quite often, as we live quite far away from each other. Still to be in touch with her, asking how she feels, or just saying hello in the morning is a little gift we can share almost daily now. She clearly feels her vital energy decreasing now. She might not have much time left before leaving for good and she tries to convey to me to be prepared and not to be sad when one day she will be gone. I love her, and I try to accompany her now with warmth and presence as good as possible and to let her know that she will always be close to my heart. So happy that she is suffering no pain post cancer op and that she finds joy while sitting in the garden among the beautiful flowers surrounding her and at least that we can talk then, which we both enjoy. To feel her so close to me internally is something which I need to experience also and I am so happy to have the chance to really feel it and feel the love and peace residing between us after all. I hope to manage to visit and see her soon once again.

Dear pkr, prayers are with you, your brother, Kerry and all your family. May your brother be surrounded and held in love and may friends and family stay close to his heart, especially these days while you have to wait for the results. Whatever these are, may he and you and your dear family be aware of that all encompassing Love which connects us all. May you all feel the warmth which clearly is and which comes through so soothingly in your post. I pray that your brother and you Kerry and your family are guided by His light and are held in His warmth and love always.