Good morning God Bless you all and thanks for your replies to my post I have been away again for some days asI have not been well but The Lord woke me up and I am truly grateful and felt the desire to relate this morning . I do keep a journal in fact three I write to Father God daily and to my daughter and ask her to pray for me!The third is to me myself as I start out my day I end at night and I have been having this dryness like Mother Teresa felt ??? I used to have an hour of power prayer to Our Blessed Lord for years when I put my feet on the floor it was Jesus I spoke to first! I don’t feel that daily as I used to!!it is weighing me down and I was a daily Mass attendant and did three hours of devotion a week before theBlessed Sacrament but can’t go to either due to this virus thus it makes me so depressed please pray for me as we pray for each other and obey God as God is in charge !! Please have a blessed day and be safe much Love Dee

Today I am returning to this site as I have been away for awhile just. opening to light a candle etc I have been a member for awhile but I am so grateful for this site it is so inspirational I am going through a real tough time as on October 8 2019 I lost my daughter and it was sudden she was not sick she was my caretaker and I was the one with problems and we were joined at the. Hip per se she was only 58 and we had just celebrated her birthday on July 9 and my birthday on September 26 !! she spent the last two weeks of her life going to work as a nurse and then coming to my home to see about me often most times staying with me she spent the last Thursday night at my home and then on that Friday which was her last Friday we went on errands me and her only all day and into the night eating drinking and just being together and she brought me home as she had. To work that weekend so we just spoke on the phone She was to pick me up for a celebration of her grandson and my great grandson birthday well she was having coughing spells as my grandson woke up to !!!! She had breathing problems and paramedics took 20 minutes to come and they worked on her got her to hospital they worked on her she came back several times bu then went to Our Father in heaven it has been so so hard as she was my first child I have five children four left three males and one female ! I am under psychiatric help now but it has been a year and we celebrated her anniversary with having a family dinner but it is hard now I have a husband who is not well but refuses to do what the doctor tells him and I have tried to help but I have a heart condition and not well myself and I have resigned myself to taking care of me. I need prayers as I have this period of dryness in my prayers and feel so alone !! Thus this site return ! Am trying through this site to return to my prayer schedule ! I feel the evil one all around and try to pray each time I feel alone and I am so so angry with God as to why this is happening to me please pray for me and please if you have any solution/suggestions please let me know Dee