I find it hard to surrender when I am so empty. 51 years together and he was the perfect gentleman to all. In his Obituary it state “A Gentleman in Levi Jeans” i loved him so much so the grief is so much. Maybe one day I will be transformed.
The one positive thing I am holding close to my heart….. is that we use to watch the sunset together and that was so peaceful. So maybe death is like that beautiful and peaceful!

4 years ago