Experiences, very young, of the numinous – someone/something more and not being alone, especially when being out in the natural world. The ancient hymns at church. Spending time on my grandparents’ land, among the gardens and trees, experiencing the changes and gifts of each season. More books than I can remember. The freedom of exploration at our family cottage. The death of my dad, too young. Being a mother – a great and unexpected gift. Walking beside people in their spiritual journeys in ministry.

Thank you, dear friend Ose. This is beautiful. Yesterday watching the Rose Bowl Parade on tv, the theme was Hope, with many floats, quotes and signs of hope throughout the parade. And now you bring this beauty as a sign of hope. These two combined come to me as invitation to take Hope as a word/invitation for the year. I have lost a lot of my hope over the last couple of years or so. It is time to restore this, plant hope in my heart and soul more deliberately, and allow its work within. Blessings to you, my friend. So many blessings.

Thank you, dear Diane, for these words and for walking with all of us through years and life’s occurrences. Ram Dass’ words have been so meaningful for me. And just the other day I found in my journal these words that Ursula wrote in this space last January: “I deserve softness, gentleness, well-being, joy.” These are true and abiding words that could be reminders for all of us. I want to believe and keep them in front of me in the year ahead.

Be well and happy, dear friend. You have a special place in all of our hearts, as well.

Dear Carla, I am so sorry about your loss of a friendship. This is a difficult and painful occurrence, I know. I once lost a friend quite suddenly, in one of the most painful times of my life, and I never knew why. Suddenly communication was severed and refusal to respond. It was a horrible time to lose her support. When I was able to “come up for air” I was able to notice who was standing by me during these dark days, quietly present, but there. This helped me to put one foot in front of the other, which I needed to do, not just for myself but for my children.
Please do continue to be kind to yourself, my friend, giving yourself time and space as needed, and if possible, returning to any self-care practices that have helped you in the past. It is okay not to write here often when you are not able to do so. As you say, you do not journey alone, and companionship is generously offered here. Many blessings to you.