Gratitude Lounge Welcome to our community space to support and celebrate Grateful Living. Please consider reflecting on questions such as these: What am I grateful for? How does gratefulness enrich my life, my community, the world? What is grateful living inspiring me to do? You are welcome to include images and videos to illustrate your reflections… Click here to cancel reply.Please log in or Create a Profile to post a comment. Diane1 week agoDianeGood morning lovely people: My daughter has left the house early today (which is unusual for her…she’s a night owl like my husband and has the luxury of sleeping in most mornings) so…..I am taking this opportunity to jump on the computer this morning for a visit 🙂 I am grateful for mornings! They are the best time of the day for me…my body and my brain and my spirit are most “awake” and receptive and coherent when my day is just getting sta...Good morning lovely people: My daughter has left the house early today (which is unusual for her…she’s a night owl like my husband and has the luxury of sleeping in most mornings) so…..I am taking this opportunity to jump on the computer this morning for a visit 🙂 I am grateful for mornings! They are the best time of the day for me…my body and my brain and my spirit are most “awake” and receptive and coherent when my day is just getting started. By afternoon the “fibro-fog” kicks in and my ears begin to screech and it’s a monumental effort to think or write or do anything very productive. This is just where I am in my health journey right now. and I am thankful that growth happens even when I can’t feel it and that change is going to come in its time. I am using all of the remedies that have been gifted to me. Guided meditation has been a healing balm. My essential oils diffuser is next to me …I’m using the lavender oil this morning to help calm my nerves before they get the best of me. I am seeing my acupuncturist this afternoon and I am practicing Qigong to help cleanse my qi of anxious and energy-sapping thoughts. I am taking prayer walks down our lovely farm road to visit with the horses. I will have a therapeutic massage later this week. I am so very grateful for all of these healing remedies and am trying very hard not to be discouraged and to just keep doing whatever I can to take care of myself one day at a time. The change of seasons is a challenge for me in several ways, and especially this year…..I feel cheated out of a warm and healing summer season! It’s been a weird summer here in our neck of the woods and it looks like a long string of rainy days from Hurricane Irma will be upon us starting tomorrow. I am preparing myself physically and emotionally for this…..I will light candles, play soothing music, heat up my microwaveable pillow that cuddles my neck and shoulder muscles with warmth, wear cozy socks and sweaters, sit with my “happy light” while meditating and reading…..today I am going to the library to check out a stack of books! I will watch something fun on Netflix! I am grateful for all of these things and that my heart is open to receiving this weather and this season with gratitude. I am grateful for my cozy little farmhouse and for the farmers who are right now harvesting the hay on the farm behind us….I love to watch them and wave to them as they work. The farm equipment is so interesting!! There is some type of cool machinery for each step of the process. I especially love when the haystacks are sitting in the field waiting to be picked up by the “picker-upper” machine! I am grateful that my youngest daughter is living here with us and filling our little home with her vibrant personality….she is such a hoot to be around and she helps keep us young! I am grateful that she has found a passion in her life and that she has direction and goals and has found several schools for her graduate studies that she is excited about. I am grateful that her top choice is close by in NYC and am hopeful that she will be accepted….but I also am confident that she will end up exactly where she is supposed to be. I am grateful to have that confidence….I can release my desires out into the Universe with trust and assurance that God is guiding her. I am grateful for the yummy gluten-free waffle, with fresh blueberries and a drizzle of pure maple syrup that I had for breakfast. And I am grateful for the coffee that is waiting for me each morning….my husband makes a full pot, fills up his thermos, and goes off to work, leaving just enough for me to enjoy when I awake. And finally, I am grateful that loved ones who live in Georgia and Florida are safe and sound…either in their homes or safely evacuated. My heart hurts for all the people whose lives have been devastated by the recent storms and I hold them in prayer. I am grateful to have this time to catch up with all of you here in this sacred community. Have a peaceful, sunshiny (even if the actual sun is not shining!), grace and hope-filled day everyone! ~Blessings Read More2 Reply Share Pilgrim6 days agoPilgrimIt is wonderful to hear your morning news, Diane! A prayer walk to visit the horses sounds like such a gift. Your daughter at home and college perhaps nearby, also a gift. My daughter from across the land was here for just a few days last week. I am always so glad to see her, but my heart just hurts when she gets back on that return plane. Your word “fibro-fog” had me doing research yesterday. I have long believed I have fibro, but with all my medication and dietary restric...It is wonderful to hear your morning news, Diane! A prayer walk to visit the horses sounds like such a gift. Your daughter at home and college perhaps nearby, also a gift. My daughter from across the land was here for just a few days last week. I am always so glad to see her, but my heart just hurts when she gets back on that return plane. Your word “fibro-fog” had me doing research yesterday. I have long believed I have fibro, but with all my medication and dietary restrictions, never bothered to get it checked out. Seems a long process for something I already “know” if that makes sense. But this fog answers another question for me. I seem to do almost everything like walks, chores, shopping in the morning because of the way I feel in the afternoon. It sounds as if you are doing everything possible to care for yourself, and have the good support of your family. How wonderful is that! My sister’s Florida home made it through the hurricane, other than no power. A prayer answered. Be well, Diane. Namaste. Read More1 Reply Share Ursula6 days agoUrsulaDear Pilgrim, I am glad for you to have found out what is ‘bothering’ you through Diane’s posts and that you may finally find help for your health problems! Also good to read that your sister’s home has been spared by the hurricane, which seems almost incredible for me! This may reassure me that wonders are possible! Thank You! 0 Reply Share Diane6 days agoDianeGood morning Pilgrim and thank you for your kind words….I do feel so very grateful for my family’s support. My daughters often tell me that they think I am very brave as I live with chronic disease and my other afflictions and try so hard to maintain a positive disposition. This body of mine has been through so much and I am learning in my retirement and solitude here on the farm to honor all that it has been through, to express gratitude towards my body for all that it does to g...Good morning Pilgrim and thank you for your kind words….I do feel so very grateful for my family’s support. My daughters often tell me that they think I am very brave as I live with chronic disease and my other afflictions and try so hard to maintain a positive disposition. This body of mine has been through so much and I am learning in my retirement and solitude here on the farm to honor all that it has been through, to express gratitude towards my body for all that it does to give me life, and to practice compassionate self-care. As a life-long “doer” I am finally learning to just BE! I am sensing, based on this post and other things that you have shared, that you may indeed have fibromyalgia. If you would like, I could share with you the remedies that have helped me over the years. I will tell you for now that the most important thing I have learned is to respect my body’s limitations and provide it with the rest that it is telling me it needs. The fatigue is overwhelming at times and I’ve learned the hard way to not try and push through it but to listen to what my body is saying. I am so happy to hear that your loved ones are safe. My sister and her family live in Georgia and they also lost power but otherwise made it through as well. ~Have a blessed day Pilgrim! Read More1 Reply Share Pilgrim6 days agoPilgrimThank you, Diane. It sounds as if my reason for retiring and a goal for you in retirement are the same – self-compassion and care. People ask me what I am “doing” all the time, and seem surprised when I say taking care of myself. Sharing your remedies with me would be very kind. I do a small bit of yoga every morning, and tried a Tai Chi DVD, but i am quite poor at mirroring what I see on the TV. I walk as much as I can, and stop when the pain strikes. And I use a heating pa...Thank you, Diane. It sounds as if my reason for retiring and a goal for you in retirement are the same – self-compassion and care. People ask me what I am “doing” all the time, and seem surprised when I say taking care of myself. Sharing your remedies with me would be very kind. I do a small bit of yoga every morning, and tried a Tai Chi DVD, but i am quite poor at mirroring what I see on the TV. I walk as much as I can, and stop when the pain strikes. And I use a heating pad. Since I live alone, it is never a problem if I take a nap as needed, which is nice! I appreciate your kindness. Read More1 Reply Share Diane3 days agoDianeHello Pilgrim….I hope the weekend has been kind to you thus far. I’m sorry it took me a couple of days to reply….you may remember? now that my daughter has returned from Spain and is living with us, I don’t have daily access to my computer. We are sharing it and our 2nd bedroom, which was operating as our office, is now her room. Of course, I don’t mind this at all because I am so happy to have her living here with us again! Perhaps I should stop being stubbo...Hello Pilgrim….I hope the weekend has been kind to you thus far. I’m sorry it took me a couple of days to reply….you may remember? now that my daughter has returned from Spain and is living with us, I don’t have daily access to my computer. We are sharing it and our 2nd bedroom, which was operating as our office, is now her room. Of course, I don’t mind this at all because I am so happy to have her living here with us again! Perhaps I should stop being stubborn and get myself a laptop! I push back against technology as much as possible! I had to giggle a little when you talked about Tai Chi. I have had a similar struggle with trying to follow the movements and it was only causing me to get frustrated and stressed out! Which is why I was so happy to discover Qigong….the movements are quite simple and beautiful and easier to follow. And I found some videos on YouTube, as per Manda’s suggestion. As I begin to feel comfortable with the movements I am moving outdoors to practice. The connection to the earth’s energy and the tranquility of nature add tremendously to the practice. I use a heating pad too on occasion……I have a microwaveable one that is designed specifically for neck and shoulder, which is where most of my pain is. Just this morning I had a session with my massage therapist, who worked on my neck and my right shoulder and arm to give me some relief and increased range of motion. I take some supplements that my P.A. has recommended. Magnesium, B12, Vitamin D, l-glutamine and olive leaf extract (immune system support) and 5-HTP with B6 (for depression). Since it is difficult with fibromyalgia to get restorative sleep (in fact this is one of the hallmarks of this disease), I also take a prescription drug (Elavil) before bedtime along with the supplement Melatonin. I have just recently found an affordable acupuncturist and am encouraged by the progress I feel…not only for my muscles, but for my anxiety as well. And I do meditate (almost) daily…..various formats. When my ears are screeching I find that a guided meditation works best, but I also practice silent/contemplative type meditation whenever I can. Oh….I almost forgot…I also recently started using a diffuser with essential oils. Right now it is next to me as I type this…with a lavender oil being diffused. I hope that these ideas will be helpful to you Pilgrim. Like you, I use a variety of therapies and try to keep my mind and heart open to whatever else there might be out there in the Universe to help me cope. By the way…..I think naps are awesome! 🙂 ~Much love and abundant blessings for health and healing Read More0 Reply Share manda1 week agomandaSo lovely to hear you from sweet Diane! Sounds like lots of love going on at your farmhouse – I do hope hurricane Irma is kind to your area and may you be safe and in good company <3 3 Reply Share Diane6 days agoDianeGood morning Manda! The sun is shining here today! In gratitude I walked outside and stood beside one of our beautiful magical trees and did sun salutations gazing over the farmland. And practiced some simple Qigong movements as well. My body and mind and spirit were so happy!! 🙂 The rains will come and I will give thanks for them when they arrive….this is a vow that I have made to myself and the Universe! Manda….when I came back inside, I sat in my little ...Good morning Manda! The sun is shining here today! In gratitude I walked outside and stood beside one of our beautiful magical trees and did sun salutations gazing over the farmland. And practiced some simple Qigong movements as well. My body and mind and spirit were so happy!! 🙂 The rains will come and I will give thanks for them when they arrive….this is a vow that I have made to myself and the Universe! Manda….when I came back inside, I sat in my little sun room and did a guided meditation that I discovered. It was a meditation with lovely Native American flute music (that reminded me of Arizona) along with a reading of “The Guest House” poem by Rumi that I mentioned in a previous post! I’m not sure if you’ve had a chance to read it yet? But I feel inspired to share this poem with you…I have a feeling that it will really speak to you.. Here it is….with love: The Guest House This being human is a guest house. Every morning a new arrival. A joy, a depression, a meanness, some momentary awareness comes as an unexpected visitor. Welcome and entertain them all! Even if they are a crowd of sorrows, who violently sweep your house empty of its furniture, still, treat each guest honorably. He may be clearing you out for some new delight. The dark thought, the shame, the malice. meet them at the door laughing and invite them in. Be grateful for whatever comes. because each has been sent as a guide from beyond. — Jellaludin Rumi, translation by Coleman Barks Read More1 Reply Share manda5 days agomandaLoving wishes sweet Diane to you when you encounter this post! How I love this poem and what meaning it fills me with! I so miss my qigong practice, but delighted to hear about yours and these magical, magnificent trees! Is the meditation something I may discover as well through the vastness of the online world? It sounds absolutely beautiful <3 My acupuncturist has advised I limit my documentary watching and news during healing time as I wasn't aware in Chinese culture that when...Loving wishes sweet Diane to you when you encounter this post! How I love this poem and what meaning it fills me with! I so miss my qigong practice, but delighted to hear about yours and these magical, magnificent trees! Is the meditation something I may discover as well through the vastness of the online world? It sounds absolutely beautiful <3 My acupuncturist has advised I limit my documentary watching and news during healing time as I wasn't aware in Chinese culture that when one is healing, space should be peaceful and my worry for Violet is the only thing I should carry at this time. Our skies last night lit up in pink with the rains the came. Thank you for your lovely post; I enjoyed reading your words. Read More1 Reply Share Diane3 days agoDianeHappy Saturday Manda! The meditations come to me through an app on my phone, which is wonderful because I can take my phone with me outside and do my meditations sitting under one of my magical “sister” trees that look out over the farmland. Sometimes I even meditate while lying down in the hammock that is strung between the “sisters”. Recently my tinnitus was particularly troublesome so I laid down in the hammock doing an “Om” chant with the monks on the app. It was incredi...Happy Saturday Manda! The meditations come to me through an app on my phone, which is wonderful because I can take my phone with me outside and do my meditations sitting under one of my magical “sister” trees that look out over the farmland. Sometimes I even meditate while lying down in the hammock that is strung between the “sisters”. Recently my tinnitus was particularly troublesome so I laid down in the hammock doing an “Om” chant with the monks on the app. It was incredibly exhilarating and freeing…..giving me some respite from the screeching in my ears. Anyway….the name of the app is called “Insight Timer”. It offers so much wonderfulness!! My words can’t really do it justice so I simply encourage you to explore the wonderfulness for yourself. ~I am so happy to share it with you Manda! Read More0 Reply Share Aine6 days agoAineOh, wow. 1 Reply Share Ursula6 days agoUrsulaDear Diane, thank you for all your beautiful and so very positive posts which I appreciate very much, especially at the moment. My results haven’t been a reason for exultation this time, so I am happy to read your posts full of gratitude and light, because I know that your life isn’t always easy as well. Thank you especially for the poem of Dschalal al-Din ar Rumi which speaks to me especially now! I will go and sleep now! Good evening and good night! 1 Reply Share Diane3 days agoDianeDear Ursula….I am so happy that I may have shared something that encouraged and comforted you my friend. I love Rumi…his words never fail to touch me deeply and often bring me to tears. I hope you have been feeling all of the love and light and prayers that are being sent to you. I hope also that you are getting good refreshing sleep…sometimes that is the best medicine. ~Blessings 0 Reply Share Aine6 days agoAineI am praying for you, Ursula. 1 Reply Share Anna6 days agoAnnaDiane, Manda, forget me if I come in the middle of your answers, but this poem is so inspiring, so simple….and so true, (maybe because simplicity brings truth). Thank you Diane, I am going to copy it. 1 Reply Share Anna1 week agoAnnaDear Diane, I always like reading your reflections, for your trust in an appropriate end of everything, and for your positive acceptance of your illness. I am not so focused on positivity when I feel some phisycal issues. I listened to Anne Lamotte on Ted’s , with the help of the transcript, and she is very very nice: she says deep truths in a very pleasant way. Now I don’t know whether I will buy one of her books or not, beCause I have some books waiting for me, on a little tabl...Dear Diane, I always like reading your reflections, for your trust in an appropriate end of everything, and for your positive acceptance of your illness. I am not so focused on positivity when I feel some phisycal issues. I listened to Anne Lamotte on Ted’s , with the help of the transcript, and she is very very nice: she says deep truths in a very pleasant way. Now I don’t know whether I will buy one of her books or not, beCause I have some books waiting for me, on a little table beside my bed…. Read More1 Reply Share Diane6 days agoDianeGood morning Anna: Thank you for your kind words. I work on “positive acceptance” of my afflictions each day….some days I am more successful at this than others! I’m glad you liked Anne Lamotte and I love what you said about her speaking deep truths in a very pleasant way. And I too have some books waiting for me, on a little table beside my bed 🙂 We are kindred spirits Anna…..do you know the term “Anam Cara”? It means “soul f...Good morning Anna: Thank you for your kind words. I work on “positive acceptance” of my afflictions each day….some days I am more successful at this than others! I’m glad you liked Anne Lamotte and I love what you said about her speaking deep truths in a very pleasant way. And I too have some books waiting for me, on a little table beside my bed 🙂 We are kindred spirits Anna…..do you know the term “Anam Cara”? It means “soul friend” I believe. Grateful to have you as my Anam Cara! ~Blessings Anna and have a peace-filled day! Read More1 Reply Share Anna6 days agoAnnaD iane, you are moving me to tears … I am proud of being one among your “anam cara”. At first I thought of a Latin vocabulary, but it should be different, (maybe “anima cara”, similar, indeed!) so I was wondering about it. I found it in Wikipedia and it is a bestseller of John O’Donhoue. Is it correct? 1 Reply Share Diane3 days agoDianeYes Anna….Pilgrim is correct. The book is called “Anam Cara: A Book of Celtic Wisdom” and was given to me by my older daughter…who said “Mom, I got you this book because you and I are “soul friends”. Needless to say this book is very precious to me. It is overflowing with grace and life-affirming blessings . And like Pilgrim, it had a profound effect on my life…Celtic spirituality speaks to me deeply. ~Blessings to you Anam Cara 🙂Yes Anna….Pilgrim is correct. The book is called “Anam Cara: A Book of Celtic Wisdom” and was given to me by my older daughter…who said “Mom, I got you this book because you and I are “soul friends”. Needless to say this book is very precious to me. It is overflowing with grace and life-affirming blessings . And like Pilgrim, it had a profound effect on my life…Celtic spirituality speaks to me deeply. ~Blessings to you Anam Cara 🙂 Read More0 Reply Share Pilgrim5 days agoPilgrimAnam Cara is Irish/Celtic for soul friend, and is the name and basis of John O’s book – maybe his first. It was one of those life-changing books for me, Anna. 2 Reply Share Diane1 week agoDiane“Beauty is the harvest of presence” DAVID WHYTE Dear Pilgrim: I thought of you when I read today’s Word for the Day! I haven’t watched his TED talk yet and this reminded me! I shall do it today! ~Blessings 1 Reply Share Lunamagicae1 week agoLunamagicaeHello all, I just wanted to introduce myself and say hello. For the last couple of weeks now I have come on here daily to read all your beautiful posts. They’re all so simple yet elevating and comforting, it brings me a great sense of peace and tranquillity coming onto here and connecting with you all (even if I have been quiet on my side. But here I am :)! ) I so look forward to sharing with you in the near future x Blessings to you all peaceful souls x 3 Reply Share Aine6 days agoAineMany welcomes to you! This is a wonderful sacred space with caring souls. A real gift! I am glad you have joined us. 0 Reply Share manda1 week agomandaSo nice to read your words Lunamagicae and a hearty welcome; I am so happy to meet you 🙂 What is the story behind your name? 3 Reply Share Lunamagicae6 days agoLunamagicaeThank you for the welcome Manda. I am very pleased to meet you too 🙂 My name means Moon Magic in Latin. I run a little online shop that sells crystal jewellery and a few other bits and bobs – which I have named Luna Magicae, after my adoration of the moon. I am literally obsessed with her beauty, she never ceases to amaze me with her luminous magic. 3 Reply Share manda5 days agomandaHow lovely – I heart this moon magic and share an adoration for the moon with you. I look forward to reading your words 🙂 1 Reply Share Anna1 week agoAnnaWelcome dear Lunamagicae, like Pilgrim, I have found a great support reading other posts, and I always come here to rest, to relax, to clean my busy mind, especially in the night, after a hard day at work. Also, after writing my reflections, I feel more aware and more confirmed in my focus in my path towards a grateful attitude. Meditating, reading, writing: it is a good practice, but now and first of all i dare affirm here that I have found friends. 3 Reply Share Aine6 days agoAineAmen! 0 Reply Share Lunamagicae6 days agoLunamagicaeHello Lovely Anna, thank you for the warm welcome. It is so very important to cleanse ourselves from the clattering of thoughts and this is the perfect sanctuary is it not 🙂 I am so very much looking forward to building a warm friendship with all of you. 1 Reply Share Pilgrim1 week agoPilgrimWelcome, Lunamagicae! We are glad for your presence and that you let us know you are here. All of us post in varying amounts, so no worries there! I have found great support and kindness here. 4 Reply Share Lunamagicae6 days agoLunamagicaeI will continue to read all your posts with a warm glow inside my heart. It is amazing the sense of peace I get from reading all your posts. A true and simple blessing 1 Reply Share Ursula1 week agoUrsulaDear Manda, Anna, Pilgrim, Diane, Aine, Mary, Kevin and all the others, thank you for your thoughts and prayers yesterday!! I am aware that many of you were thinking of me, I felt it! I tried to post an entry yesterday but got a call while I posted, and then it wasn’t there any more. That’s why I write only now. I had an examination at the hospital yesterday but do not yet have an answer, so I am waiting quite nervously for the result … Funny thing was t...Dear Manda, Anna, Pilgrim, Diane, Aine, Mary, Kevin and all the others, thank you for your thoughts and prayers yesterday!! I am aware that many of you were thinking of me, I felt it! I tried to post an entry yesterday but got a call while I posted, and then it wasn’t there any more. That’s why I write only now. I had an examination at the hospital yesterday but do not yet have an answer, so I am waiting quite nervously for the result … Funny thing was that when I got home from the hospital yesterday, I missed the “correct” road but ended up reading a sign indicating a pilgrimage church dedicated to “Mary, Saviour of the ill”! I went there and prayed to get some spiritual support. I had been to another pilgrimage church, the most important one in the region where I live (but not so near from our house), the day before. I spontaneously asked my family on Sunday to go there, and we participated in a Service where there was a group of pilgrims who obviously had something to do with Saint Francis, and it was kind of a link with my own pilgrimage earlier this year! I hope that yesterday’s Word for the Day on this Site ‘Although the world is full of suffering, it is full also of the overcoming of it. Helen Keller’ will be true for me , and I would love to answert to yesterday’s daily question “What makes my heart sing?”: That my health is restored!!!! Read More1 Reply Share Aine6 days agoAineAs you know, Ursula, I, too, spent many years with questions, symptoms, and, for me, no answers. I remember one time when I was very much afraid and was struggling to get any doctor to care enough to find out what was wrong. They would offer only another pill but never actually find out the root cause. I was so frustrated then and in despair. I had been for yet more testing at the hospital, which happened to be near to the National Shrine of the Immaculate Conception in DC. We lived n...As you know, Ursula, I, too, spent many years with questions, symptoms, and, for me, no answers. I remember one time when I was very much afraid and was struggling to get any doctor to care enough to find out what was wrong. They would offer only another pill but never actually find out the root cause. I was so frustrated then and in despair. I had been for yet more testing at the hospital, which happened to be near to the National Shrine of the Immaculate Conception in DC. We lived near there at the time. I went in to one of the smaller chapels to pray, and as I knelt, the tears began to flow. My grief and feelings of being abandoned to suffering splashed one by one on the wood of the kneeler as well as the stone floor below. And then it hit me. How many other souls in torment from pain, fear, or other need had knelt in that very spot over the years? How many had cried as I was doing? How many had felt abandoned in their suffering and cried out to the One who has promised we will never be left or forsaken? All of a sudden, I was part of a community of strangers who were yet my brothers and sisters, and I no longer felt so desperately alone. It would still take time for my symptoms to start resolving, and the fear was still there, the results not back. But I was no longer alone, and somehow, that helped. You are in my heart and prayers, liebe Ursula. Read More0 Reply Share Ursula5 days agoUrsulaDanke, liebe Aine, for your three messages! You are right, we are never alone even when we feel like that sometimes. Thank you for your prayers, Aine, and for sharing your experiences in the Chapel of the Immaculate Conception. And for saying that God is sending us messages when we have ears to hear them … and I want to add eyes to see them! I hope I shall get to that point, too, that despite my symptoms I hold on to confidence and can let a playful side into my li...Danke, liebe Aine, for your three messages! You are right, we are never alone even when we feel like that sometimes. Thank you for your prayers, Aine, and for sharing your experiences in the Chapel of the Immaculate Conception. And for saying that God is sending us messages when we have ears to hear them … and I want to add eyes to see them! I hope I shall get to that point, too, that despite my symptoms I hold on to confidence and can let a playful side into my life. Actually, this is what the lesson might be! When I was ‘healthy’, my life was full of sorrow and fear about what had been and what might be, I hardly could enjoy. In the last years I am learning to enjoy the small joys of life which can turn into big ones. Can I continue to do that despite what might be considered as a ‘serious’ illness? Can I overcome it against the odds? It is tearing me up to think what the prognostics may be, but I think I should concentrate on what is going on and where are the opportunities to change in each moment! I am sure the symptoms are showing me what I have to learn to do and which attitude is healing and transforming. Namaste and blessings, dear Aine 🙏 ☀ Read More0 Reply Share manda1 week agomandaI so hope your results bring you the warm wish of your heart singing sweet Ursula!! 1 Reply Share Ursula6 days agoUrsulaDear Manda, once more I want to thank you for your wonderful posts! Seems that I have to wait a little before my wish comes true – the results haven’t been as positive as I had wished, but maybe this opens new possibilities! I do all I can to stay confident! Surely there are some lessons to be learned! *♡* 1 Reply Share manda5 days agomandaSweet Ursula, it was so nice to hear from you! How are you doing? Each moment is a new moment – I hope you are good to you <3 1 Reply Share Anna1 week agoAnnaDear Ursula, I was worried when I didn’t see your post, yesterday. Now I take a breathe, “tiro un sospiro di sollievo”, and I feel in awe knowing your experience when you visited the churches. You are so good, and your desire to feel that God is with you has its answer; God is always close to us, but He shows himself especially to people that seek for Him. That’s what has happened to you dear friend. I would like to be better, because my spiritual life is often ...Dear Ursula, I was worried when I didn’t see your post, yesterday. Now I take a breathe, “tiro un sospiro di sollievo”, and I feel in awe knowing your experience when you visited the churches. You are so good, and your desire to feel that God is with you has its answer; God is always close to us, but He shows himself especially to people that seek for Him. That’s what has happened to you dear friend. I would like to be better, because my spiritual life is often like a boat sailing up and down the waves. Maybe my struggle not to be bigoted is eccessive, so I lose opportunities of a confident surrender to God. Many blessings, Ursula, I will pray for you tomorrow, for a good medical result. Read More2 Reply Share Ursula6 days agoUrsulaGrazie cara Anna for your appreciation. I know what you mean, and to tell the truth I know all these feelings that you describe. But I have many reasons for trying to stay confident even in times of doubt. My illness has not yet gone away, so I have to find out what to learn from it, again. Since I was a child I have known that God is by my side, and he let me feel it in very difficult times. But that does not mean that I don’t know despair … I have to work on my confidence ...Grazie cara Anna for your appreciation. I know what you mean, and to tell the truth I know all these feelings that you describe. But I have many reasons for trying to stay confident even in times of doubt. My illness has not yet gone away, so I have to find out what to learn from it, again. Since I was a child I have known that God is by my side, and he let me feel it in very difficult times. But that does not mean that I don’t know despair … I have to work on my confidence that all shall be well! So I am looking for opportunity to see the signs God is sending me .. and as you say when we are seeking for him (or for an answer from veyond), it is right before us! May this guide me and you and everyone in times of trouble! Read More0 Reply Share Diane1 week agoDianeDear Ursula…thank you for sharing about your “wrong” turn, that was really a “right” turn! A reminder to me that miracles of serendipity (my favorite word) and grace abound if our hearts are open and receiving. My heart would sing along with yours at your health being restored. I am thinking of you today and eager to hear the results of your visit to the hospital. I will light a candle for you today my friend. ~Blessings 2 Reply Share Ursula1 week agoUrsulaThank you so much for your empathic answer, Diane! You can’t imagine how nervous I am at the moment … unlike yesterday. So thank you for your candle! I hope you are well! ~ Blessings to you! 1 Reply Share manda1 week agomandaWelcoming the exhaustion and the dozing off during a documentary tonight. Fascinating up to where I saw it called What the Health. Food for thought for thinking tomorrow and gratitude towards people that care about the health of others, care for others, care for upon their self, and care for our planet. Grateful for this shift of seasons – fall is a most magical time of the year with all the glittering shades of colors that hop and skip about in the breezes that pick up about t...Welcoming the exhaustion and the dozing off during a documentary tonight. Fascinating up to where I saw it called What the Health. Food for thought for thinking tomorrow and gratitude towards people that care about the health of others, care for others, care for upon their self, and care for our planet. Grateful for this shift of seasons – fall is a most magical time of the year with all the glittering shades of colors that hop and skip about in the breezes that pick up about this time. Ursula, my thoughts were with you and I look forward to hearing your big news 🙂 Lots of love to our beautiful world and heartfelt wishes on 9/11 and amist the wars, earthquakes, hurricanes, and devastation – grateful to see so many people coming together <3 Read More2 Reply Share manda1 week agomandaGrateful for meditation practice and the gentle reminder of the extraordinary gift to just be. Enjoyed a lovely walk with April, Em and the dogs. Em and Jack ran and cutie Violet wanted to run with Jack and she looked like a vision of Alice and Wonderland White Rabbit with her two back legs hopping at the same time. I think it may be time, she has had a couple more seizures and will make an appt this week – but I am swelling of gratitude to see her in these magical moments and hopi...Grateful for meditation practice and the gentle reminder of the extraordinary gift to just be. Enjoyed a lovely walk with April, Em and the dogs. Em and Jack ran and cutie Violet wanted to run with Jack and she looked like a vision of Alice and Wonderland White Rabbit with her two back legs hopping at the same time. I think it may be time, she has had a couple more seizures and will make an appt this week – but I am swelling of gratitude to see her in these magical moments and hoping with all my heart they feel good for her <3 My Jack is snuggled next to me and pooped from the run. Today the grasses waved at as – I have become fascinated with the greenery and how it bends and waves. Have you noticed when you walk on grass and then look behind it stands itself back upright? Sometimes I think I am hallucinating as the grass seems to flex itself towards my way…. I am grateful for the love this planet has given us, and I hope will receive in return what she needs from us to heal. Grateful for some jamming tunes on the radio while driving to the library and the varying grays that swept across the sky. Grateful to have the means to give Rosie her first gasoline fill-up since my surgery and let her purr on the highway. Grateful to two sweet friends who made green enchiladas and a lovely visit to catch up and hear about their adventures. Loving wishes to you <3 Read More1 Reply Share Aine6 days agoAineOh, Manda, my heart goes out to you. The time before the loss to come is so very hard. They do let us know, though, and so long as they are enjoying their lives as best they are able, we do what we can to keep them comfortable and happy. Violet will let you know when it is time to let her go. It was so unmistakable with our Lily that, although it ripped my heart to lose her, I was grateful to her for making it so very clear that I had no doubt. You will be in my prayers. I understand....Oh, Manda, my heart goes out to you. The time before the loss to come is so very hard. They do let us know, though, and so long as they are enjoying their lives as best they are able, we do what we can to keep them comfortable and happy. Violet will let you know when it is time to let her go. It was so unmistakable with our Lily that, although it ripped my heart to lose her, I was grateful to her for making it so very clear that I had no doubt. You will be in my prayers. I understand. HUGS. Read More0 Reply Share manda5 days agomandaThank you sweet Aine for your comforting words <3 There are moments where I feel she is letting me know and then moments where she is barking and being a dog. Today she had two tremors I saw and at times seemed disoriented and her grooming habits have declined. There are other things I have started noticing too. I am so torn. I hope she will make it very clear for me. The tremors/seizures just seem like a lot for her to have to go through even though they last such a brief amount of ...Thank you sweet Aine for your comforting words <3 There are moments where I feel she is letting me know and then moments where she is barking and being a dog. Today she had two tremors I saw and at times seemed disoriented and her grooming habits have declined. There are other things I have started noticing too. I am so torn. I hope she will make it very clear for me. The tremors/seizures just seem like a lot for her to have to go through even though they last such a brief amount of time…. Or perhaps they are too much for me to witness, as I have noticed a timidness on my part that I don't want to pet her too much or get her excited as these have been past catalysts. I am learning much from her <3 Read More0 Reply Share Aine4 days agoAineOh, dear Manda, I know this pain. I am so very sorry. This time of uncertainty leading up to their transition is just plain hard. We who love them want so much to do right by them, not to miss anything or have them suffer without our realizing it. We can only do the best we can to walk with them until they say it is time. If Violet is in no pain and is still enjoying life at the level she is at, eating, drinking, peeing, pooping, and taking comfort in your presence, then it may not be ...Oh, dear Manda, I know this pain. I am so very sorry. This time of uncertainty leading up to their transition is just plain hard. We who love them want so much to do right by them, not to miss anything or have them suffer without our realizing it. We can only do the best we can to walk with them until they say it is time. If Violet is in no pain and is still enjoying life at the level she is at, eating, drinking, peeing, pooping, and taking comfort in your presence, then it may not be time yet. A friend of mine who has seizures says that they make her very tired afterwards but not in pain. I do not know much about them at all, so I do not know if that is normal or not. There’s a point at which they turn the corner, when the shen they have left can no longer shine out of their eyes and they start to transition more rapidly. Not being able to be tempted even by the forbidden favorite foods is another sign — although I will say this sign is not as reliable in Labrador Retrievers. Our old Lab ate right up to the end and was sent off with a tummy as full as he wanted of anything I had in the fridge that he happened to fancy. 🙂 With our Lily, she went from “declining old dog,” to “it is time” overnight. We had known the end was nearing, of course, but that day was definite. There was a difference in her eyes, and when we sent a video of what was going on with her to our veterinary acupuncturist, she sadly agreed. I am sure Violet knows it is okay to stay or to go, and she will choose when it is her time. It is a bittersweet honor to walk the last steps of their earthly path with them, but oh, how it hurts when they walk on ahead without us! Lily has sent us both a number of messages telling us she is fine, happy, and whole again — and hard at work on something on our behalf. My stubborn little Springer Spaniel lives on, just in a different form. 😀 And I am sure Violet will, too. They never really leave us, these dogs (animals) of our hearts. HUGS, Manda. Read More 0 Reply Share manda1 week agomandaToday my sweetie niece turned 13 – I am so grateful to be her aunty! She is a most extraordinary young teenager, and I adore her <3 Also, such a lovely treat to see the family and be amidst the chaos of kids running around, bday presents, soccer game goal resharing, mojito disaster, chairs from around the house coming together to fit everyone at the table, birthday singing, laughter – such warmth with a hint of chaos and I absolutely loved it! So grateful for this moment to ...Today my sweetie niece turned 13 – I am so grateful to be her aunty! She is a most extraordinary young teenager, and I adore her <3 Also, such a lovely treat to see the family and be amidst the chaos of kids running around, bday presents, soccer game goal resharing, mojito disaster, chairs from around the house coming together to fit everyone at the table, birthday singing, laughter – such warmth with a hint of chaos and I absolutely loved it! So grateful for this moment to touch the joy in my heart as I share in my writing tonight, listening to sweetie dogs noses kissing goodnights to the air <3 Bountiful basket of loving wishing to you <3 Read More1 Reply Share Aine6 days agoAineOkay, I gotta ask. What was the mojito disaster?? 😀 0 Reply Share manda5 days agomandaLack of proper equipment, which resulted in the rum escaping 🙂 Very refreshing lime, seltzer water 🙂 0 Reply Share manda1 week agomandaGrateful for the lesson today and not setting boundaries for myself and holding hands with old patterns. I embraced it, took a hot shower, and then took a nap – some lovely healing medicine 🙂 I had a sweet visit with my brother and enjoyed a tasty dish of a moroccan filo dough almond dish and couscous – probably not on my doctors list of things I can eat right now, but what a delicious treat and I always so enjoy my visits with him. He is easy to be around and such a k...Grateful for the lesson today and not setting boundaries for myself and holding hands with old patterns. I embraced it, took a hot shower, and then took a nap – some lovely healing medicine 🙂 I had a sweet visit with my brother and enjoyed a tasty dish of a moroccan filo dough almond dish and couscous – probably not on my doctors list of things I can eat right now, but what a delicious treat and I always so enjoy my visits with him. He is easy to be around and such a kind, kind man. Dogs and I enjoyed a little drive and they hung out the windows, while my arm and hand danced under the monsoon rainy, dusted with glimpses of fall – bit of magic 🙂 Curious about Bleach’s new shift towards Hot Sauce – grateful for the laughter and smiles when I saw this icon tonight 🙂 Thank you Hot Sauce! Such fun to say! Has me thinking if these are somehow related to metaphors with where you are in your life…. Oodles of love being sent from Flagstaff to everyone this night <3 May you be safe, surrounded by love, and smiles dance upon your face with twinkly eyes Read More1 Reply Share Anna1 week agoAnnaDear Manda thank you for your greetings, they are always so welcome and wonderful! I especially love “smiles dance upon your face…”! 1 Reply Share manda1 week agomandaWelcome sweet Anna- always so nice to hear from you! 2 Reply Share Ursula1 week agoUrsulaPraying for the Hurricane and earthquake victims … 1 Reply Share manda1 week agomandaMe too Ursula <3 Hope you are well! 1 Reply Share Ursula1 week agoUrsulaDear Aine, Manda, Diane, Anna, Pilgrim and Kevin, and the new ones, especially RandyClere, thank you for your entries and answers as well as beautiful photos! I have had a rather busy week, with much laundry to wash after coming back from our holiday, and many things to purchase and organize as school has been starting here. In my country, parents are quite involved in children’s school affairs, too. A Spanish friend of mine, who thought for a long time that this was only my poin...Dear Aine, Manda, Diane, Anna, Pilgrim and Kevin, and the new ones, especially RandyClere, thank you for your entries and answers as well as beautiful photos! I have had a rather busy week, with much laundry to wash after coming back from our holiday, and many things to purchase and organize as school has been starting here. In my country, parents are quite involved in children’s school affairs, too. A Spanish friend of mine, who thought for a long time that this was only my point of view, heard from another Spanish couple whose children go to school here since a while that the Austrian school system “enslaves” parents … I have noticed and maybe admitted for the first time to myself that I hate school as an organization! I know I shouldn’t say that, but it is true, and I am surprised myself because I was (almost) always an impeccable pupil. I think when I was a child, I didn’t have the choice … And my children let me feel their discontent when I ask them questions about school (which I am supposed to do sometimes, because parents have to be informed about certain things). It’s all quite tricky and messy … Then I also feel that the “mum” role is quite a difficult one when boys are growing up – they rather tend to accept Dad’s point of view (and dare you not influence him with your opinion, Mum!) From next week on, they are supposed to attend the after school care which means they will eat and do their homework there and get home in the afternoon (this week they got home for lunch). I also have to care for myself and get my health issues clarified (which I prefer not to think about too much, but it haunts me in the form of frightening ideas). Thank you so much for your caring and prayers everybody, and I would really like to answer to your posts, especially those who write regularly here or who are writing so heartfelt messages to me! I am interested in what you are telling all of us here, I have also texts in my mind to write, I just don’t have enough energy to sit down on my computer so often and write. When I can, I listen to a meditation, sleep or rest a bit or make a little walk in the woods, the trees being of comfort and empowerment for me. Concerning the garment, it is the one I talked about a while ago, and it is handcrafted but I bought it from a market! Manda, I am happy to hear that you are healing! Hooray! And Kevin, too! Fantastic news about being able to row again! Aine, sorry for your loss of your beloved Lily and another of your ‘saved’ dogs, but I was happy to read that somehow, this has lead you to maybe find a new place to live in … Anna, thank you for always caring about me and others – and Pilgrim and Diane, too! How are YOU? Diane, hope you are feling ok as I know you are responding to the weather almost as much as I do 😉 … maybe even more! Thank you Randy for the fantastic tree picture below, as I said trees are of comfort and so strengthening to me! Paintboxgirl, I enjoyed your beautiful photo of the lake and the tree as well! Be well everyone, and if you can, think of me on Monday morning… will tell you later! Have a beautiful weekend everyone! Read More2 Reply Share Aine6 days agoAineI am just catching up, too, Ursula, as I was gone for a few days. I posted in another spot in response to your health issues. To clarify — we only lost one dog, our Lily. She is also the dog who seems to be leading us to where we need to be in the area we are to move to. I am not sure how others feel about this, but she has even sent me a few “messages,” since her passing, to help me know she is happy again, whole, and working on her mission for us there. lol It make...I am just catching up, too, Ursula, as I was gone for a few days. I posted in another spot in response to your health issues. To clarify — we only lost one dog, our Lily. She is also the dog who seems to be leading us to where we need to be in the area we are to move to. I am not sure how others feel about this, but she has even sent me a few “messages,” since her passing, to help me know she is happy again, whole, and working on her mission for us there. lol It makes sense, really, that she would go on ahead. Her breed was Springer Spaniel, and they were dogs used to go bounding ahead to “spring” birds from cover for the hunters. She never did that, but maybe she is “springing” up a house for us. ha ha God sends us reassurance in MANY ways. I am continually amazed at how many things on earth speak with God’s voice when we let them…your trees, my dogs, the rain and wind, the moon and stars, the warmth of the sun… Messages are everywhere when we have ears to hear them. Read More0 Reply Share Anna1 week agoAnnaNext Monday I will be with you, Ursula. 1 Reply Share manda1 week agomandaI will be holding a space for you in my heart on Monday morning sweet Ursula <3 Lots of love and so lovely to hear from you and your new hustle/bustle routine of school being back in tow!! 1 Reply Share manda1 week agomandaSplendidly sweet visit with my acupuncturist who is one of the wisest and kindest people I know – and my stomach channel being feisty and fiery during treatment! I am enjoying the calmness that has swathed me with gentle love this night and the blissful luxury of a 2.5 hour nap! Fills my heart with joy to see my Jack up for some ball fetch tonight! Violet played referee and was in good spirits! Grateful to have the stamina to practice making a type of Moroccan bread th...Splendidly sweet visit with my acupuncturist who is one of the wisest and kindest people I know – and my stomach channel being feisty and fiery during treatment! I am enjoying the calmness that has swathed me with gentle love this night and the blissful luxury of a 2.5 hour nap! Fills my heart with joy to see my Jack up for some ball fetch tonight! Violet played referee and was in good spirits! Grateful to have the stamina to practice making a type of Moroccan bread this morning for my brother’s fancy dinner party and a make my first frittata! Smiley rainbows of love to you all <3 Read More1 Reply Share Aine1 week agoAineMoment by moment… 2 Reply Share Anna1 week agoAnnaBello! (forget, it’s my native language exclamation) 1 Reply Share Anna1 week agoAnnaDear Palm, if you are visiting Gratefulness.org I say to you that I am thinking of you, and of your sweet daughter. Big hug. 2 Reply Share Ursula1 week agoUrsulaI think i missed something … don’t remember what happened to your daughter? But I was thinking of you, too, Palm! Be well! Hugs! Ursula 1 Reply Share Aine1 week agoAineThat is right! We haven’t seen Palm in awhile! Hugs from here, too! 1 Reply Share manda1 week agomandaMe three Sweet Palm! 1 Reply Share manda1 week agomandaHelp me to be less fearful of the measure of time, and more fully alive in the time that simply is. Help me to live time, not just to simply use it; to breathe it in, and return it in acts of love and presence. AVIS CROWE Such beautiful words that resonant with the space I am in in this moment. To be fully alive in this moment – breath, love, and fully present. My mantra today was to move through my day lighthearted and carefree, and I did 🙂 I am grateful for th...Help me to be less fearful of the measure of time, and more fully alive in the time that simply is. Help me to live time, not just to simply use it; to breathe it in, and return it in acts of love and presence. AVIS CROWE Such beautiful words that resonant with the space I am in in this moment. To be fully alive in this moment – breath, love, and fully present. My mantra today was to move through my day lighthearted and carefree, and I did 🙂 I am grateful for the strength and healing in my body. To take a whirl in Rosie with my little posse to pick up Violet’s medicine and stock up on some nourishing noshings. The dogs and I shared a package of turkey in the Natural Grocers parking lot – how happy and excited they are in the moment to just sit in the car and eat turkey 🙂 I had a sweet little walk with KT and her boys around the neighborhood this evening. How I enjoy listening to their days and seeing their beautiful faces. Grateful to her hubby, who took my neglected recycle bin to the curb and will be delivering a slew of stuff I put together for the next truck going down to Texas. I pray New York doesn’t suffer a disaster. Grateful for some laughter tonight about several teams challenges trying to film the blue whale eating krill, a cheetah attacking her prey straight on, a tiger taking down it’s prey down while they filmed on an elephant, following alongside a pack of wild dogs to better understand how they hunt together and losing them several times, the lions who continued to sleep for days – causing the filmmakers to tucker out, the elusive sea otter and the month it took of dedication and moving from site to site to try and understand family habits better, to the polar bear and losing their gear but eventually getting a most remarkable shot – and the beauty of the ice sculptures. The humor, tenacity, and caring of these individuals was just lovely to watch. Grateful for how amazing my feet feel in this moment – warm and cozy like they are wearing thick, fuzzy socks and to just let this moment be just as it is and embrace the next, and the next as all things ebb and flow. Many loving wishes to all of you <3 Read More2 Reply Share Aine1 week agoAineOh, the joy of sharing something tasty with your fur buddies! They really do get lost in the moment, but somehow the moments pass quickly as they reassemble the “tractor beam” to pull in another taste of whatever is on offer. 😀 I tend to share with my Anatolian who is often riding around in the back of the truck. One time, I forgot we had passengers in the seat between and flipped a plain soft corn tortilla I’d saved from our dinner at the Mexican restaurant back to him, ...Oh, the joy of sharing something tasty with your fur buddies! They really do get lost in the moment, but somehow the moments pass quickly as they reassemble the “tractor beam” to pull in another taste of whatever is on offer. 😀 I tend to share with my Anatolian who is often riding around in the back of the truck. One time, I forgot we had passengers in the seat between and flipped a plain soft corn tortilla I’d saved from our dinner at the Mexican restaurant back to him, only barely managing to tell the person in the line of fire to “DUCK!” Whoops. Thankfully, they are forgiving souls. Read More1 Reply Share manda1 week agomandaLove this vision Aine – thank you for sharing! 1 Reply Share manda2 weeks agomandaLovely treat gratefulness.org for the Diane Ackerman quote <3 How I love to read her beautiful words. Sweet Anna and Diane, thank you for your compassion and loving responses; I shall respond to them tomorrow. Much love to you both <3 One of my many moments today was an ode to Bleach, and my gratitude towards my toothbrush and enjoying brushing my teeth with the green grass nudging through my toes, next to my buddy Ponderosa, under a scintillating, sunny sky. I ...Lovely treat gratefulness.org for the Diane Ackerman quote <3 How I love to read her beautiful words. Sweet Anna and Diane, thank you for your compassion and loving responses; I shall respond to them tomorrow. Much love to you both <3 One of my many moments today was an ode to Bleach, and my gratitude towards my toothbrush and enjoying brushing my teeth with the green grass nudging through my toes, next to my buddy Ponderosa, under a scintillating, sunny sky. I am blessed with hot running water and the joy of a luxurious shower – rejuvenating and nourishing water. I am brimming with gratitude for the kindness and sweetness of my coworkers. My job may be challenging, stressful and not my dream job, but I am thankful for the many people I get to work with; they have such beautiful hearts. Thankful for the approval to work from home up to 20 hours a week, starting today, until I am cleared to be in the office and to my manager, coordinating projects that I can help out with. My heart swells with delight to see my lovely Violet making her rounds this evening in the yard and the neighbor dog, Doc, approaching her through the fence to say hello. She is such a social creature and loves to say hello to her friends as evidenced by the voracity of her tail movement and sweet guttural sounds. Sweetie Jack is laying next to me right now, quietly snoring. Such gratitude that these two picked me to be their family <3 Grateful for a lovely Heart Lotus Meditation and self-care <3 Loving wishes to all of you <3 Read More3 Reply Share Aine1 week agoAineYou are cleared for light duty? That is wonderful!!! Cheers to healing! 😀 1 Reply Share manda1 week agomandaCleared to work from home on my laptop up to 20 hours 🙂 hurray! 1 Reply Share Randy Clere2 weeks agoRandy Cleretaking time to reflect in my Inner Landscape of my being… “How can I bring more mindfulness, peace and calm into the world?” “How do I sustain my practices of Gratitude, Meditation, Qi Gong into the future?” “How do I become consistent in tending to ME?” 5 Reply Share Aine1 week agoAineHow lovely. 🙂 I love the assortment of flowers. Daylilies are a perfect gratitude metaphor to use in a flower arrangement. Since the bloom will be kaput by the next day, they tug at us to enjoy their beauty in this moment and not wait. As for how to sustain the practice of self-care, well, this is one I have been working on, too, as have many in here. I think one of the things that keeps me moving forward with this part of my healing journey is discovering the difference between ho...How lovely. 🙂 I love the assortment of flowers. Daylilies are a perfect gratitude metaphor to use in a flower arrangement. Since the bloom will be kaput by the next day, they tug at us to enjoy their beauty in this moment and not wait. As for how to sustain the practice of self-care, well, this is one I have been working on, too, as have many in here. I think one of the things that keeps me moving forward with this part of my healing journey is discovering the difference between how I felt when I was not doing these things and how I feel now — coupled with the hope of feeling even better as I persist in my practice! 🙂 Read More1 Reply Share manda2 weeks agomandaSuch cheery flowers Randy, thank you for the photo! 1 Reply Share Anna2 weeks agoAnnaThank you for these wonderful flowers! Your photo is really an act of gratitude! 1 Reply Share manda2 weeks agomandaI had a most lovely moment in my yard – the air was still with a hint of warm; the grass glittered in green; the squash plants were making unruly trails out of their bed; the flowers covered in butterfly’s, honey bees, cutter bees; radishes cresting the dirt, wild lettuces in arrays of neon green, brick red, army green, pine green, and crayola green, standing tall ready for harvest; dogs nearby; all my senses enchanted; listening to the delightful melody of birds <3 This eternity mome...I had a most lovely moment in my yard – the air was still with a hint of warm; the grass glittered in green; the squash plants were making unruly trails out of their bed; the flowers covered in butterfly’s, honey bees, cutter bees; radishes cresting the dirt, wild lettuces in arrays of neon green, brick red, army green, pine green, and crayola green, standing tall ready for harvest; dogs nearby; all my senses enchanted; listening to the delightful melody of birds <3 This eternity moment took me into present, and I am grateful for the sweetness of just being in a most perfect moment. I am grateful for those moments when your body does all the thinking for you and it just does so beautifully with no brain chatter. Lots of loving wishes to you <3 Read More5 Reply Share Aine1 week agoAinePerfect. 1 Reply Share Aine2 weeks agoAineToday, I am going to choose to be Thankful in Advance. I do not necessarily FEEL thankful at the moment for this time of struggle, delay, and transition, but in time I believe I will look back and see that all really was working together for the ultimate best all along. As my reminder, I present the first Wolf River apple that I have ever eaten off the trees we planted in 2010. (Well, I can’t actually present IT, because I ate it, but you get the gist.) The trees were an...Today, I am going to choose to be Thankful in Advance. I do not necessarily FEEL thankful at the moment for this time of struggle, delay, and transition, but in time I believe I will look back and see that all really was working together for the ultimate best all along. As my reminder, I present the first Wolf River apple that I have ever eaten off the trees we planted in 2010. (Well, I can’t actually present IT, because I ate it, but you get the gist.) The trees were an end of season purchase for $10 each, and they have lived through drought, sogginess, freezing temps, hungry deer, and lots of neglect. We do not spray, but yet this apple turned out perfect, crunchy, tangy, sweet, and tasty. It did not appear overnight or even in one or two seasons. Rather, it took time and long years of growth to become the apple it was always meant to be. And so shall we all. Read More 3 Reply Share manda1 week agomandaThinking of you sweet Aine! How are you? 1 Reply Share Aine1 week agoAineAt the moment, I am full of Chicken Jalfrezi and Zuchetta Rampicante Tromboncino, with a little green tea. 🙂 I have a Gloodle (a completely made up name for our Golden-Lab-Poodle mix, which is, nonetheless lodged in the county dog warden’s database of breeds now) beside me, and I feel cozy against the weather outside that says late October rather than early September. I am thankful for a talk with a wise friend today who always helps to give me perspective and food for though...At the moment, I am full of Chicken Jalfrezi and Zuchetta Rampicante Tromboncino, with a little green tea. 🙂 I have a Gloodle (a completely made up name for our Golden-Lab-Poodle mix, which is, nonetheless lodged in the county dog warden’s database of breeds now) beside me, and I feel cozy against the weather outside that says late October rather than early September. I am thankful for a talk with a wise friend today who always helps to give me perspective and food for thought. I’ve had a number of wise souls in my life, older than I am, who have been willing to reach a hand back to help me in my journey and to let me bless them, too. I’m also rather thankful for a little “moment” that just happened when the guy who is here to do an estimate for the roof noticed a huge tan dog staring intently at him through the sliders. Montana did not bark, but he looked rather imposing, I think, as the man gave him more than one slightly nervous sideways glance, as if he had not believed what he saw the first time! Anatolians are not small dogs, and they have a soul-searching gaze that might make someone with a guilty conscience a tad uneasy. 😉 Truth be told, I am a little concerned for said Gloodle. Bee has been a bit down both before we lost Lily and following. She’s a sensitive soul, and I think she is still grieving, as are we. This afternoon I found out that Noah, a dear rescued Golden friend of ours, is going to cross the Rainbow Bridge tonight, too. He has to be about as old as Lily was, though no one knows for sure. He went down very quickly this week. I am thankful to have seen him on Sunday when he was still himself, and I am so blessed to have had his sweet wise self as part of my life. Read More1 Reply Share manda1 week agomandaLoving blessings to our furry friends who we get to share so many adventures with and are nothing but love <3 Happy to hear you have quite the party going on in your belly! Healing food 🙂 1 Reply Share Anna2 weeks agoAnnaCurious to see your apple tree….😊🍎 Aine, You remind me the Mr Migliani’ s blog, about the chaos, here in this site, “12 Reasons to Embrace the Chaos and Move Forward in Life”. 1 Reply Share Aine2 weeks agoAineI liked that article, too, Anna, and I printed a copy for my husband and one for me. 🙂 I can’t even see my apple tree! It is in a field we let go fallow this year, so the weeds around it are prolific and thick. My husband has somehow managed to brave them to pick the apples, God bless his socks. He’s so tall that he probably leans in from the mowed sections. 😀 Wolf River is an heirloom variety here, and it is supposed to be a wonderful pie apple. I can see wh...I liked that article, too, Anna, and I printed a copy for my husband and one for me. 🙂 I can’t even see my apple tree! It is in a field we let go fallow this year, so the weeds around it are prolific and thick. My husband has somehow managed to brave them to pick the apples, God bless his socks. He’s so tall that he probably leans in from the mowed sections. 😀 Wolf River is an heirloom variety here, and it is supposed to be a wonderful pie apple. I can see why. The flavor is nicely balanced. My favorite, I must admit, is one we do not grow. It is called Gold Rush, and it is one of the very last apples of the season to ripen, usually in late October. They are so wonderful, a perfect blend of sweet and tangy with an almost floral quality somehow that gives testimony to the apple being part of the rose family. They hold very well, too, without special storage, and every way I have tried them has been yummy. They would be great in a strudel (Ursula!) or another pastry as they do not turn to sauce like other apples but hold some texture. Now my mouth is watering! Oh, dear. Now I’ve waxed poetic about an apple. Ah, well, you can tell it is a favorite! Read More1 Reply Share Anna2 weeks agoAnnaI agree with Manda, Aine, though I am reading your response while taking my breakfast….I have no apples! 1 Reply Share manda2 weeks agomandaThis was a delightful joy to read before bed – and the star: Apples 🙂 I love this image of your love Aine going out into this unruly field in his tall socks to pick you apples! Thank you for sharing! 1 Reply Share Randy Clere2 weeks agoRandy ClereGrateful to have reconnected and come home to “self”. After feeling adrift for some time, I am rekindling many practices that I have let go. Weeding the garden first, turning the soil to let all of the elements be refreshed, then…. planting and cultivating seeds. 6 Reply Share manda2 weeks agomandaBeautiful photo Randy! Did you take this? I’d love to sit under this tree and just be 🙂 1 Reply Share Diane2 weeks agoDianeHello and welcome Randy! As a lover of trees I just wanted to thank you for the picture you posted. Although I am a “summer baby” and love to see the trees burst out with their multi-colored and multi-shaped array of leaves…there is something about the bare trees in winter that has always touched me deeply. Perhaps it is because they demonstrate resilience and hope. Or perhaps it is the magical and mystical pattern of the branches and the way they look against the backdr...Hello and welcome Randy! As a lover of trees I just wanted to thank you for the picture you posted. Although I am a “summer baby” and love to see the trees burst out with their multi-colored and multi-shaped array of leaves…there is something about the bare trees in winter that has always touched me deeply. Perhaps it is because they demonstrate resilience and hope. Or perhaps it is the magical and mystical pattern of the branches and the way they look against the backdrop of a grey and wintry and starry sky. Anyway….I love this picture!! Thank you for sharing 🙂 ~Blessings Read More2 Reply Share Aine2 weeks agoAineWelcome! I don’t know if you are new or if you were here before I found this place in January, but I am glad to meet you. 2 Reply Share Randy Clere2 weeks agoRandy ClereGreetings and salutations! Yes, I am kinda spotty here in posting, however, part of my reconnecting with self is to engage here. Blessings to you, my friend! 4 Reply Share manda2 weeks agomandaGrateful for the quote of the day as I have been grouchy today and struggling with some unexpected anxiety tonight – befriend myself, treat myself tonight as I would a friend <3 I am in some pain tonight, but there is much healing going on and lots of internal changes navigating empty spaces. I am grateful for KT and Hart taking my Jack out for a walk today, a trip to the grocery store and being able to stand on my two legs, walk, push a cart, pay for groceries, and kno...Grateful for the quote of the day as I have been grouchy today and struggling with some unexpected anxiety tonight – befriend myself, treat myself tonight as I would a friend <3 I am in some pain tonight, but there is much healing going on and lots of internal changes navigating empty spaces. I am grateful for KT and Hart taking my Jack out for a walk today, a trip to the grocery store and being able to stand on my two legs, walk, push a cart, pay for groceries, and know how blessed I am with abundance in my life. I am grateful to lay here quietly with my breath and feel my abdomen rise and fall like the shore coming and going, a welcome melody to my night. Much love and blessings to all <3 Read More7 Reply Share Anna2 weeks agoAnnaDear Manda I often think of you and your strengthness and resilience, your kindness and patience. I am sorry for your anxiety, but don’t worry, because it is normal. Sometimes our body is weaker and it doesn’t immediately follow all the will we have, especially that which lies in our deepest inside. But tomorrow it will come to light. I believe there is a Spirit who prays for us Manda, and He knows what we want, when we are truly free. But, trust me, while writing my response to ...Dear Manda I often think of you and your strengthness and resilience, your kindness and patience. I am sorry for your anxiety, but don’t worry, because it is normal. Sometimes our body is weaker and it doesn’t immediately follow all the will we have, especially that which lies in our deepest inside. But tomorrow it will come to light. I believe there is a Spirit who prays for us Manda, and He knows what we want, when we are truly free. But, trust me, while writing my response to you, I am bringing strengthness to my own beliefs, because I am often vulnerable, I often feel like being on the surface of a wave. Be well, sweet Manda! Read More1 Reply Share manda2 weeks agomandaThank you for sharing lovely Anna! My body is readjusting, and I am trying to lean into the discomfort with love. I hope this spirit can be patient with me as I am a disjointed mess who wants much – save the planet, humanitarian work, save and work with the animals in Africa or the wolves in my country, be a farmer, have a bakery… I could fill lots of pages – what if I am just a bit lost or want to do too much? I don’t know how to do one thing, because I get so in...Thank you for sharing lovely Anna! My body is readjusting, and I am trying to lean into the discomfort with love. I hope this spirit can be patient with me as I am a disjointed mess who wants much – save the planet, humanitarian work, save and work with the animals in Africa or the wolves in my country, be a farmer, have a bakery… I could fill lots of pages – what if I am just a bit lost or want to do too much? I don’t know how to do one thing, because I get so inspired – I feel it deep within my core being. But then I don’t know how to make some of these things my reality…. Is it possible to want to do too many things in my life? Will I let myself down if I don’t? Will my life be hard (full of dis-EASE) if I am not doing what fulfills my heart/soul? Is this why my body attacked itself and became aggressive…? Thank you for allowing me to be a part of your journey. Lots of love to you Anna <3 Read More1 Reply Share
